User blog:Stocking Rose/I tried, I really tried.

I tried to keep my promise, I hoped that something good will come to this days where I would be in chat without trouble, Where I can be with Steven with making him feel left alone. But now my fucking laptop is DEAD, The charger is now destroyed and I can't even fix it. I don't want to hurt Steven, I hate hurting Steven, But you can't expect me to try to be good using a small and confusing template in chat. I don't know what to do. I was hoping that things was gonna go well, Like lucks finally on my side for a good day. But I see it's like a curse where It's just too much to ask. I want to show that I can be there for Steven, I want to prove that I won't abandon him. But at this rate, I got nothing now. I can't get back to my laptop till I get a new charger, And those things are very expensive. At this point, Not only do I failed as a promise keeper, But I failed as a close friend. I only hope Steven understand. :,-(